Man I am so sore today. Yesterday I decided to be an idiot and try to imitate the guy from “Yo Gabba Gabba” when he kicks and claps his hands and in my attempt my feet went from beneath me and I flew up in the air and landed on my back. My head hit [...]

Last night was my first day on the job! I was so nervous, but I had no reason to be. It was so easy! I didn’t even have to make any elaborate drinks even though I would like too. The only thing I didn’t like was the fact that I did all the work while [...]

Well it’s about time I update my blog. Everything has been going great for me! I’ve been hired at 2 different bars and I start working at one of them tomorrow. I am both excited and slightly nervous, but I have confidence in myself that I can do the job. I wasn’t suppose to start [...]

Today has been better than yesterday. I was in such a bad mood because so much has been going on. Besides the aggravation at home I was also irritated by some stuff that happened regarding Jon. I’m actually glad I’m done with him, I don’t have time for drama and stupid pointless bullshit. I’ve had [...]

My life has been going through the changes lately. Somethings good and others not so great. At this point I’ve been trying to keep my focus on the positive things in my life because that’s what keeps me going. Sometimes I just look at my son’s and smile. My son’s are what I draw my [...]

I got hired at the Sand Bar today and my first day is on the 29th. I feel really accomplished right now because I’ve taken the steps to make this happen. I signed up for bartending school, I walked to school everyday, I took and passed all my tests, graduated, looked for a job and [...]

Today I’m going job hunting again. I’m still waiting on the Sand Bar to call me back because the owner called me on Thursday and I called him back, but he hasn’t called me back yet. I might call him when I get home before we leave since we will be in that area. This [...]

I am so tired today. I’m tired of a lot of things too in my life so I’ve decided to give up on some things and focus on me only for now. I don’t care about anything else right now especially when you put your heart and soul into things over and over again just [...]

Elijah played his last football game today. I’m actually glad because I don’t have to get up in the morning anymore on Saturday and I can have my afternoons and evenings to myself to continue looking for a job since most bars prefer applicants to come in between 4-6pm. I’m also very proud of my [...]

Today has not been a good day… There are some things going on in my life that I have been losing sleep over because I’m in the dark when it comes to the circumstances. I’ve went into greater detail in my private blog about what’s been going on because I’d rather not share my worries [...]