Today Jeremy decides he wants to sleep at his Mom’s house instead of here with me and the kids. He chose sleeping on the couch or floor in his Mom’s 2 bedroom apartment with 4 other people than to sleep here with his child in a bed.

He claimed he has bad dreams here and he wants to see if he has bad dreams over there. That is such a dumb excuse. I really feel he is wrong, but if I say something then he’ll say I’m wrong for saying something about what he’s doing so I won’t say anything to him. I’ll just type how I feel here.

I wonder if I’m wrong in God’s eyes for feeling a bit upset about him abandoning us?

I hope not…

If I am wrong Lord I’m sorry, I just feel like that is unfair and neglectful to me and Destin.

At least I have this blog to write in because no matter how much I acted like the whole idea was okay I feel it was wrong. That’s why I’m glad I have this blog so I can express how I feel.