samaraThere’s a lot of things I want to work on within myself so I can become a better person, a better Mother and a better woman. I’m going to my Mother’s church on Sunday because I’m in need of spiritual healing and deliverance. My mom’s pastor has that gift. Maybe I should go on Friday too. I know they have healing service on Friday, but I don’t know if it’s every Friday or only on certain Friday’s. I’ll just call her and ask her. Jeremy has this book called “The Three Battle Fields”. It’s about how people get under a satanic attack in the mind and in church. There’s another one, but I don’t remember. Jeremy was different before he was delivered. He was jealous, mean and a whole lot of other things. He’s different now, even though he gets mad about certain things. He actually has a reason to be mad. I need to start praying again. I used to pray a lot. It’s like I strayed from God and as soon as I started to get close to him again I strayed even further. I don’t want to stray away anymore.
I am still waiting on a reply from the lady at the apartments to see if I got approved. She hasn’t called me yet. She said she was going to call yesterday, but never did. Maybe she will call today. I’ll call her if she doesn’t call me by 4pm. I really hope I get approved. Elijah and Destin are going to share their room. I may even paint their walls blue and add a sports border. I already have furniture. I just need to buy a coffee table, end tables, 2 lamps, a computer and a table for it to go on. The apartment comes with blinds which is good so I don’t have to buy curtains.
Jeremy has he first blog! I helped him set it up a couple of days ago. I tried to convince him to let me create him a layout for his blog instead of using the premade layouts, but he still wanted to use the layout he picked. I hate premade layouts because almost everyone uses them. It’s hard to find a blog that was designed personally. I would never want my blog to look like anyone else’s.
I’ve been trying to think of another website idea. I was thinking about creating another girls-only site that you can join, but there’s a draw back….it’s on for GIRLS. I want a website that people can sign up for or maybe I should create a fansite of a big website that a lot of people go to. That way I could really get my name out there. I don’t want to be just another blog. I want to stand out. I mean I’m not JUST another blog….I don’t use premade layouts like everyone else. Today I’m going to add some meta-tags to my webpages.
I need to start saving my money for moving out. I’m planning to save 200 from every check I get and my entire check I get from Chris. I should have about $1000 saved by October, if I save the way I planned.
I went to Geauga Lake and I a lot of fun. I took Elijah and we got in the water for a couple hours. I got him to go down the water slides and he liked them. Jeremy and his Mom wanted to leave early so they left and Ja’nika stayed with me. That’s when we really started having fun. We rode everything in the park except the water rides. We got on the Denominater 3 times, twice in the front seat. Then I bought a Elijah a glow toy to take home to him. I wanted a piece of pizza so bad. Ja’nika and I rushed to the pizza stand and order a slice of cheese pizza. It smelled sooooo good and it was a big slice. After paying for it I looked down at the pizza and what did I find? A big nasty mosquito smack dab in the center of the slice with its legs spread like it was on a crucifix. I was disgusted and furious! I was so angry I tossed the pizza on the counter, looked at the cashier and said in the most angriest stern voice: “I don’t want that s***!” I got my money back from them, but I was still upset because I really wanted a slice of pizza. Maybe I’ll go get a slice of pizza from some where today. I never cursed like that before, but that really pissed me off!
Tags: Spirituality, Vacation