Today we didn’t do much, but the usual Saturday routine…go to mall, walk around, maybe eat take-out, buy a few things, argue and get on the internet. I did buy that Bare Minerals Peacock makeup set that I wanted.

Tonight I want to go out dancing. I asked my sister if she wanted to go, so I gotta call her back and see if she is. I hope so because sometimes Jeremy makes it suck. He stands up against the wall and I’m left dancing by myself because he won’t dance. I need some new friends…just everyone in this city SUCKS! People are not trust worthy, respectful or loyal anymore. You can bend over backwards for people…like I did for Kim and they will still dog you and turn their back on you. It’s funny because I never did anything to her, but help her. You know…giving her rides…driving from Mentor to her college to get her (which is over 30 miles away from Mentor) and taking her home, then driving back to Mentor without asking for a bit of gas money. I even watched her son and dropped him off at daycare…FREE OF CHARGE! And what did I get??? For her to turn her back on me for Anthony when I opened up to her. I really thought she was me friend. That’s okay though. At least I know she was never my friend. She just used me for what I could do for her becasue if she was my friend we would still be friends inspite of what happened between me and Anthony because it really didn’t have anything to do with her.

God thank-you for shedding light on me before I wasted anymore time letting people sponge me…THANK-YOU!