samaraToday was a pretty busy day, I’ve been out since this morning. I thought I had a Dr. appointment today at 10am, but it turned out it was at 1:30pm, so I had to find something to do for 3 1/2 hours. I didn’t want to go back home because the Dr. office isn’t close to where I live so I went to Comp USA to see how much their mouse pens are. They were all $79 and up. I rather go to Micro Center for the $60 one. I got a Mcgriddle [egg & cheese only] for myself, apple juice for Destin and chocolate milk for Elijah from Mcdonalds (That’s what Elijah wanted and Destin is only 10 months). Then I went to Sally’s Beauty Supply and got some blow dryer protectant for my lovely locks. After leaving Sally’s I put $10 in the car and went to Walmart and got Destin some formula, food, water, wipes and socks. I also grapped a 2 liter of Rootbeer and a big jug of apple juice because yesterday I bought some fruit punch from Giant Eagle [the Value Time kind] and man was it GROSS. I mean I’d rather drink Koolaid with no sugar or prune juice. That stuff really tastes that bad!
After my appointment I got home a little after 2pm. I then started cleaning up the house because it’s a disaster! After washing the dishes I sat at the computer for a short break and to see what time it was and the clock said 6:01pm. I sat there for a minute staring at the time.
“Oh God! I was suppose to get Jeremy at 6pm! I could not have been washing dishes that long!”
Looking outside didn’t help eithier because it was starting to get dark so I reached into my purse to check the clock on my key chain which read 3:26pm. I felt a lot better after that. With a sigh of relief I fixed the clock on the computer and started doing what I’m doing now….
Writing in my blog.
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A Poem of SincerityÂÂ
I know I really hurt you;
I know exactly how it feels;
to have your heart broken,
so bad it makes you ill.
I know about the dreams;
I know about the flashbacks;
I know about the fantasies;
When you take revenge.
But if you hear me out
I won’t rub it in
I won’t get defensive
And say hurtful things.
I am really sorry,
As sincere as can be.
From the top of my head;
to the soles of my feet;
I am sorry for what I did to you,
And sorry for what you did to me.
Please belive the words I say
When I say I apologize
Like the words of Rueben Studdard
I’m sorry.
I sorry for the lies,
I’m sorry for the hurt,
I’m sorry for the pain you feel,
I’m sorry for everything;
But most of all I’m sorry
for when we first met
because the intentions we had
weren’t never ever good at all
or pleasing to God’s eyes.
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