Well it’s 1:10 am and I can’t sleep because of all the stress. So I’ve been up all night starring at the computer when I noticed something in my apartment…a damn gecko! This is the second time one of these things came in here! It looks like the same damn one from before. I had [...]

All I can say is that Florida’s government help for low income families sucks. I don’t even want their help anymore. I’m better off without it. It’s not like this in Ohio or in New York from what I heard from a girl that is from there. I honestly think it has something to do [...]

So this post is mostly about economics and society… I know that can cover a lot of areas, but I can only talk about what I am experiencing first hand. Maybe with this post someone will read it and understand what it’s like so we can all try to work towards a change. In Ohio [...]

I’m starting to develop a total hatred for my car. Today I got in my car to visit the mall and the damn thing didn’t even start up. Turns out the battery was dead so I had to pay $50 for a new battery and $80 for some high priced mechanic to put it in [...]

Today I was expecting to be paid so I can go grocery shopping and buy Elijah some food for his lunch, but for some reason I didn’t even receive a check. I was suppose to get paid up until the 23rd and then I return to work, but from what I researched I was only [...]

Today Jeremy wants to take the boys to Chuckie Cheese. I really don’t care for that place because I can’t eat dairy products and neither can Destin so I might play a few games to earn the boys some tickets since I’m quite good at Skee Ball and buy a soda and some cotton candy. [...]

Well I think I found out where the flies were coming from because yesterday after I came home from church and taking my boys out to dinner I discovered probably 30+ flies in my home and all the windows were shut. I didn’t have any flies in my home before maintenance installed the refrigerator and [...]

Today I finally got another refrigerator, but that doesn’t fix the fact that I have to still buy groceries to replace the ones that spoiled. I should be compensated for the groceries that spoiled due to their defective fridge. I also went to a hearing today regarding the whole insurance thing with Job and Family [...]

I had a really fucked up day today. It’s been fucked up from the beginning and I feel so stupid and used. Fuck. I can’t even cry I’m just so disappointed in myself because I know I’m smarter than that and I already knew the deal. Honestly, I’m more angry than hurt because I’m so [...]

Well it’s only one day left till I go on that plane ride that I am so fearful about to Florida… [sigh] I really hoped I could enjoy this weekend before leaving, but every single weekend Jeremy has managed to destroy it and cause me to be miserable. Next weekend I will spending it alone [...]