Today it is snowing for the first time…it really sucks! I hate the cold and I called the gas company about a week ago to have the gas turned on. Matter of fact, it was the Thursday before last. They told me I had to fax them a copy of my ID so I did [...]

I believe I screwed everything up for my life. It hurts when I look at Destin’s baby book and I think back to his birth and all the things I’ve lost. I don’t believe I will ever get those things back. I feel like I need to let go. It’s no use to keep on [...]

Funny….”Everyone’s a Liar”; The devil is a liar…now “Everyone is Satan”. I finally figured it out. When I got delivered I learned that you can be influenced by a satanic attack. I never thought the satanic attack could be forced on you resulting in your judgments being clouded by the unclean spirits you received during [...]

I have never been told so many lies before in my life! I thought Elijah’s Dad was a liar, but this is crazy! Jeremy lies, my sister lies, Jeremy’s brother lies (hmmm…. the Devil is a liar!). No one tells the truth anymore. My sister supposively lied on Jeremy when I was told he called [...]

What shall I talk about today? … I really don’t have anything on my mind right now. My spirit was troubled today greatly and I needed to be alone so I asked Jeremy and his brother to go I and drove to Mentor and back. I talked to God and I was crying because I [...]

I can remember when I was in my Mom’s church and her pastor was talking about how he saw flecks of lights surrounding this man whom he said was a man that was truly anointed by God. I always thought it was something wrong with my vision because I’ve seen the lights. I’ve even seen [...]

I just had to title my post that because it states alot of things about life and living in God. I was condemned about exposing the truth about something that took place and was told that when I exposed the truth it was ungodly (from Tiffany). Yesterday I read this chapter along with a few [...]

Yesterday Jeremy was writing in his blog and he went to the comments section and saw all these comments that dumb Anthony left. It was so childish and ridiculous. A so-called man of God leaving negative messages. My blog and Jeremy’s is a way to express our feelings. Hmmm…feelings. Everyone’s got them. So he says [...]

I can’t wait to get DSL, dial up sucks…! With that said… I know I haven’t been writing in here lately. I’ve been going through so much I didn’t have any energy or desire to talk about my horrible days. I did in fact share a few. The last bad day was the beginning of [...]

I’ve never felt such Joy until I was delivered from everything that oppressed me. I have a godly joy like no other. A joy because of Gods wonderful grace and mercy. A joy because of His love and compassion for me. A joy that brings tears to my eyes. A joy that isn’t quiet, but [...]