I’ve come to my final conclusion of what I have decided to do with my life. Based on the conversation with my husband as well as the way things have been going at home, I have decided to end my marriage. Why? For 3 very good reasons. I am at peace and without stress when [...]

I titled this entry self forgiveness because it was something I’ve been trying to do for so long, and I’ve just come to the realization that forgiving myself is impossible to do. I’m pretty sure there are plenty of people out there walking around with pain and shame and guilt upon their hearts because of [...]

I hope everyone’s New Year’s Eve will be better than mine tonight. Brian and I planned on going to a New Year Gala on the Nautica to do something special to bring the New Year in and we invited my sister and her “male friend” to go with us. She said ok, but then stated [...]

I’ve always believed that when you get a woman pregnant whether you are married to them or not, that if you fail to provide for your child and/or children that God frowned upon you. I believe that it is a sin to do that, because it is clearly wrong. I never found any passages in [...]

Today my hubby and I went to go see the movie “Precious”. I really didn’t want to see this movie once I found out what it was about. My hubby read the book and when I asked him about it he told me the gruesome horror of a teenage female growing up in an abusive [...]

I’ve been so wrapped up in getting prepared for this wedding, working, and trying to improve GrowBlackHair.NET that I haven’t had anytime to update my blog. For starters today was my last day at work. I couldn’t take anymore of the drama, and I made it out of there in one piece. Luck me! I [...]

I am so tired right now, but I really wanted to update my site so as I site here listening to John Legend’s “Everybody Knows” and sipping on warm rooibos and honeybush tea I wonder what to write about… For starters I have only one week left at my job . Hopefully I can get [...]

Well for starters. I’ve added a neat little AJAX login to my blog so I can log in easier and so my guest can register and log in easily as well . I had a plugin installed that changed the WordPress logo to my logo on the original login page, but this plugin is even [...]

Yes, you read right. I’m finally getting married to the man of my dreams, Brian (Laureate Earl Chancey) Crayton. We will be getting married this year on November 20th. We were planning on waiting until next year, but Brian just didn’t want to wait any longer…

The 3rd time he abused me was because again I complained about how I was doing everything I could for him and he wouldn’t make any effort to help me, but instead he used me. He was the most selfish self centered asshole I’ve ever met in my life.