The Voice of an Unbroken Spirit – True Story CH 1
When a person goes through a traumatic experience it can have a serious effect on the choices they make until they allow themselves to heal and forgive them self as well as the other person…
I’m Out of Ideas
Today I spent the whole day with Brian. I planned on spending Tuesday, Thursday and Friday with him during my Spring break and the rest of the week and weekend with my boys. I got my ass beat by him on Soul Caliber III
What do you REALLY want?
It is 2:32 am and I am still up. Why? Well for starters I was chatting with Brian on IM, but the main reason is because I thought I finally had Jeremiah on a normal sleep schedule. I had him to bed at about 10pm but, he woke up an hour ago and has been up ever since.
Constant Negativity
J-o-b is the word of the day…
I find that it is rather difficult to cover much ground when I’m on the bus because I was only able to go to one place today before having to make my…
Tired Tired Tired
Today I was so tired. I ended up going to Brian’s house and going to sleep. Jeremiah kept me up all night. He went to sleep around 3am and got up at 4am crying. I tried putting him to back to sleep by placing him…
My Own Weekend
I haven’t done much today, but look after the boys and sleep and work on SweetVanillaSugar.COM a little. Today was very boring. I was so tired and I slept all the way to 2pm because Jeremiah kept me up all night. I don’t know why that little boy…
Civil Sevice Exam Day
Today I went to take my civil service exam. I’ve been praying that I get one of the highest scores on the exam and I was so nervous when I went because I had no idea what was going to be on the test. It’s really weird to take a test that you don’t prepare for.
Good News for Once
Today I found out that I was approved for a federal pell grant. I am so happy now because I can finally purchase my books so I can actually do my work. I have 2 weeks to catch up on my math. So as soon as I purchase my books I’m going to work my [...]
Tired of Waiting
I really like going to school because it gives me time to get out of the irritation and hell that my family puts me through on a daily basis, but waiting on late ass buses in extreme temperatures and waiting on financial aid really truly sucks. I am so tired of waiting for things. I [...]
My Search is Over
I am feeling something I have never felt before and it is crazy. I always thought I couldn’t learn to love anyone, but myself, my children, and close family members, but I’ve some how fallen in love and the way I feel is like nothing I have ever felt before… I sometimes feel like screaming, [...]





