I’ve been reading over the last couple of days and I’ve even been on a couple of dates. I haven’t found anyone worth building a lasting relationship with, well, not at this point anyway. Maybe one of the guys I’ve talked to will blossom into more or maybe I’ll just move on to someone new. [...]

So how was everyone’s Thanksgiving? Mine was kind of a drag because I regret not going to work and my mom stresses so much when it comes to holidays that I get stressed. Man I am not looking forward to Christmas. I don’t believe in it and I really don’t want to be stressed out [...]

I might have to pick up a second job or something because since it is cold right now bartending is a little slow and I’m only getting 2 days a week. I’m not going to quit because I need the experience so I can get an even better job some where. How do I wish [...]

I’ve set a goal of 30 days to move out. I’ve had enough! If I can get 2 more days at the bar or make at least $200 in tips on the 2 nights I do work I will be okay to move out because that will be $400 a week and $1600 a month. [...]

I know I said I wasn’t going to complain about this anymore but I have to share this one… Last night I decided to try some new recipes and cook for my family. I decided on an African menu adopted from Morocco. It took me tons of time to prepare the meal. I went to [...]

Well it’s about time I update my blog. Everything has been going great for me! I’ve been hired at 2 different bars and I start working at one of them tomorrow. I am both excited and slightly nervous, but I have confidence in myself that I can do the job. I wasn’t suppose to start [...]

I am so tired today. I’m tired of a lot of things too in my life so I’ve decided to give up on some things and focus on me only for now. I don’t care about anything else right now especially when you put your heart and soul into things over and over again just [...]

Today has not been a good day… There are some things going on in my life that I have been losing sleep over because I’m in the dark when it comes to the circumstances. I’ve went into greater detail in my private blog about what’s been going on because I’d rather not share my worries [...]

Even though I broke up with my BF I can’t stop thinking about him. I really like him it’s just his situation that really sucks and I feel if his situation wasn’t what it is we’d be perfect together. We have so much in common and he’s not a complete asshole like the others. The [...]

Yesterday was not such a good day. It started off okay, but then it just went all downhill… I have been contemplating on breaking up with my boyfriend because I’m tired of feeling neglected so after lots and lots of thought I broke up with him and expressed all my feelings to him about how [...]