J-O-B is the word of the day…

I find that it is rather difficult to cover much ground when I’m on the bus because I was only able to go to one place today before having to make my way back to pick Elijah up from school. I asked Brian if he would accompany me last night because I really didn’t know where I was going and I did not want to get lost. We decided to meet up at Starbucks where I purchased a delicious soy white chocolate mocha and 3 vanilla bean scones. While I was sitting in front of the fireplace waiting on Brian to arrive, my older brother started to text me questioning me why I didn’t go see my sister’s baby. I didn’t really feel like entertaining that subject so I just texted him back saying that we aren’t on speaking terms and I haven’t had a chance to go yet. He continued to prode me, but I still didn’t go into great detail of the incident because I didn’t want my day ruined by B.B.S. (Basic Bull Shit). He continued to text me and when I gave him a generalized explanation of what happened, basically stating that my sister goes to my blog reads it to purposely create drama and then she lies on me or to me to create issues. He then began attacking me and my blog asking for the blog URL etc. I refused and he continued to try to flip the situation on me like everyone else in this family does when an issue is at hand involving me. I’m always the one everyone is against. There is no fuckin way in hell I am wrong every single time! Once he started doing that I told him I was done talking about it because he’s acting like everyone else in this family. He text me 11 more times and I didn’t respond or even read the messages. I was so angry I wanted to scream and cry and punch the wall all at the same time. I really hope I get a job very very soon. Like this month…no this week !

When I got home I took the boys to the mall to buy Elijah some shoes and I ended up getting a digital camera as well. After leaving the mall and arriving home what am I welcomed to? A sign on the refrigerator stating for me not record anything on the DVR if I can’t pay the bill. Honestly, I don’t have a problem with it, but leaving nasty notes and such is just plain annoying! It seems like my family just finds things to nit pick at me about. I am beginning to believe that they can and will never be satisfied no matter what I do.  They will always have something to complain about.

To make matters worse my Mom comes in the house 15 minutes later with a straight attitute, slamming the door and kicking everyones shoes around. She then walked up to Elijah asking him “What’s your daddy’s name?” while Brian is sitting in the other room. Of course we both heard her and I thought that was really stupid and immature. What are you really trying to imply here? I finally have someone that not only wants to be a part of my life, but my boys life as well and it seems like you are so against the whole idea of us being truly happy. I don’t know why she’d rather me be miserable or why she is so fuckin negative.