So today was my court date for my divorce and everything was going just fine when I first got down there. My mother and I was there and I was just on my way to go fill out the paperwork to have my divorce granted without Brian. The Baliff asked me if I wanted to wait until the baby was born to get child support and I told her no. All I wanted was to be free of Brian Crayton. To me, child support could wait as long as I was rid of him. All of a sudden Brian shows up with his mother and when the Baliff went to talk to him, she came back with a shocking revelation. Brian actually had the nerve to dispute paternity of this child! I honestly wish I would’ve cheated on him and got pregnant by someone else, but sadly that is not the case. If I could go back in time I wouldn’t have gotten pregnant, nor would I have ever married that mentally ill asshole in the first place!

All this is doing is prolonging everything and all I wanted was to be free of him from my life. Now I have to wait until my child is born, get paternity testing and then I have to go back to court on October 6th. This sucks! I shouldn’t have to be married to him for 2 more months. I really want this to be over. I hate him and I am not only embaressed by being married to him, but I regret the decision of marrying him more than any bad choice I’ve ever made in my entire life. The baliff told him he’d have to pay for the test and he claimed he would. We’ll see if he’ll actually pay for it. It’s such a waste of time and money if you ask me, but if he wants to be a dumb ass then he can go ahead to do it. I don’t know who he is listening to, but he is only going to make it worse for himself, because I have nothing to hide. It’s so funny because I already know the results of the test, and I’m sure he does too, unless he is really severly mentally ill. Whatever the case maybe I will still have my divorce and since Brian wants to be a dumb ass he will be paying a whole lot of child support because I will make sure the judge knows every detail of his financial situation.

Word to the Wise: DO NOT get married without doing a thorough background check and live with the person for a year or 2 before making your final decision. It is not worth the stress to marry someone that you will eventually find that they are not what they seem and are the worst decision you’ve ever made.