Another day pregnant….

Another week…

And then probably another…

Hopefully it doesn’t last this long. I know it will come to an end soon, but I am so ready for it to be over.

I went to the hospital and it turns out that it was false labor. I’ll just wait until I’m having unbearable pain before going to the hospital again. It’s so embarrassing to go and be sent home. That can really make a girl feel dumb…hopeless almost (“Will it ever end?).

I’ve continued to have irregular contractions that come and go as they please. I even had a few at work and then when I got home today along with all the other so-called “prelabor” symptoms.

I’m just weary of this pregnancy. I don’t want to succumb to saying I’m miserable because if I acknowledge that then I will be.

I just want my body back. I want my normal breast size and look back, I want to be able to fit my clothes again, and I’m tired of being uncomfortably hot because of the 10 degree high body temperature. I’m tired of carting this belly around and looking at myself in the mirror with it. I’ll be so happy when my wardrobe is no longer limited.

Right now since I’m normally a size 8/9, I can only fit 3 (babydoll) shirts, 1 pair of shorts, one sun dress and one skirt. That really sucks and I refuse to spend any more money on clothes that fit just to wear for 1-2 weeks or so.