Today I went to the beach to clear my mind. It has been really stressful with everything that has been going on and I needed to just get away from everything. I didn’t have a very good night. I found myself once again crying myself to sleep because of all the stress and how much I miss my sons.

The beach was beautiful and peaceful and I felt much better when after spending time there. I took a lot of pictures of the ocean and collected some seashells to send to Elijah and Destin. *Sigh* Only 11 days left…

I just completed my new Florida layout today since I finally found the time to take some pictures of the ocean. It’s beautiful…almost better than this layout, but this will always be my favorite because my beautiful boys are featured on it. I will be launching the new layout either next week or the beginning of next month.

On to the next subject…

[private]Last night I had a dream that I was arguing and fighting with Jeremy. For some reason he was totally different looking. He was dark skin, but it was still him. He didn’t want me to tell these children the truth about who they were. The dream was extremely weird and really intense. Some of the things that happened I can’t even remember.

I then woke up with my wrist all messed up like I was really in a fight. Maybe it was how I was laying, but it really hurts like it’s sprained.
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Sorry for the private content, but I feel like I still have those unwanted readers who are probably still reading my blog to try to reek havoc into my life because they have no life.

Well, I’m tired now so I’m going to whine down and get some rest.