Today I found out that I was approved for a federal pell grant. I am so happy now because I can finally purchase my books so I can actually do my work. I have 2 weeks to catch up on my math. So as soon as I purchase my books I’m going to work my ass off to catch up on the math assignments.

I went to Koinonia Homes today to try to get hired back. I was told that I could always come back if I wanted to because I never left on bad terms so hopefully they will hire me back. I really hope so because at this point it doesn’t seem like there is anything else left when it comes to decent jobs in Ohio and I don’t know how much more I can take of my parents nonsense. I can’t even get a ride home from school without them complaining about it. Sometimes I grow tired of even discussing how they mistreat me so. It is pointless and talking to them doesn’t change a thing. I really hope God blesses me with a job very very soon so I can move out.

I applied for a job with the city in November and it was my understanding that if I didn’t get hired that they would refund me my $10 that I paid for the application. I’m still waiting to hear from them. That would be great to get a job with them because it’s $14 an hour and since my family are so inconsiderate about allowing me to use a vehicle or even get a ride I can just take the bus until I make enough to get myself a car.

I have something to be happy about today though! I have money for school now. I don’t have to drop out!! I’m going to work my ass off and try to make this count for something. I want to do web-design because I love it and if I can get a job doing something along that line I will not only be well off, but I will be happy too because it’s something that I’m good at.