I might have to pick up a second job or something because since it is cold right now bartending is a little slow and I’m only getting 2 days a week. I’m not going to quit because I need the experience so I can get an even better job some where. How do I wish I was still living down south right now because making money as a bartender wouldn’t be a problem, I’d be easily making $150-$200 a night down there.

I’m going to try to pick up one of these seasonal jobs and see where it takes me until bartending starts picking up. We are supposed to be moving to a new and more upscale bar next month so hopefully that will help my income increase, especially because I know how to make all the fancy drinks. I have to work on Thanksgiving, but I might have someone work for me so I can stay at home and help out. I’m still trying to decide though because my family gets on my last nerves, but my friend wants to come over for dinner. I don’t know…I will make my final decision on Wednesday if I’ll work or not. It may be my best bet to work so I can avoid the unnecessary aggravation from them.

I’ll be glad when something happens for me because I really need my own vehicle and place. Sometimes I wish I could just hit the lottery or something… I’m tired of being nagged constantly, sleeping on the couch, and being singled out for whatever reason there is. I try to keep my “romantic” relationships confidential because with this family there is no way to win. I would like my friend to come over for dinner, but my family is such a pain in the ass I wonder if I’m making a big mistake and maybe I should just hold off…