Today I spent the whole day with Brian. I planned on spending Tuesday, Thursday and Friday with him during my Spring break and the rest of the week and weekend with my boys. I got my ass beat by him on Soul Caliber III which was shocking because I’m usually very good at the game. I really don’t know what happened with that?

I also went to see my nephew yesterday. He is so tiny compared to my children when they were born. He is supposed to remain in the hospital until May. I really hope God blesses me with a job soon so I can make preparations to move out of here before he comes home. There’s not very much room here in this house and I’m growing weary of living like this. If nothing happens for me I’m going to put off my web-design dreams and go to school for STNA and try to get a job in that field. I’ll give Ohio 90 days after my initial job search and if all else fails I’m out of here. I’m tired of Ohio’s economy. I’ve been here for about 8 months and I’ve yet to gain employment anywhere. The pickings are slim for things that I”m qualified for and for the jobs that I am qualified for I don’t even get any call backs. I wonder if that place I went to last week is going to even call me back. What can I be doing wrong? Why can’t I find a job?!

Well it’s late. I’m going to apply for one more job and then go to bed.