So today I get a voice-mail when I get home with Jeremy talking some bull-crap about how he’s been thinking about me all day yadda yadda…whatever. Then he goes to say some crap about how he thinks I’m playing games and how he’s so hurt and just wants to have fun.

Man, it’s all about him right? Is he the only one that was hurt in this relationship? Was I not recently hurt and deceived for years and just now finding out? Was I not the one abandoned with the kids while he went MIA? Am I not the one’s whose health has been affected drastically by his terrible and reckless decisions? But it’s all about him right?

It was a game for him from the beginning. To see how many girls he could sleep with before the end of the school year. To sleep with me before his friend did (which of coarse his friend would’ve never had the opportunity to because I never liked him). To try to get me drunk so he and his friend can take advantage of me (which is rape). He planned and plotted things from the beginning. So why is he worried about me playing games? He’s the king of them.

As far as having fun is concerned…
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kiss my ass.

Yesterday, the instructors at work asked me to start an intern within their office starting Thursday. They said that they haven’t done this in a long time because so many people have been through the program and don’t have the skills that I have. I don’t want to sound like I’m boasting because honestly I don’t know what skills they are talking about. I know I work quicker than the others, I’m organized, and I have computer skills, but doesn’t everyone? One of the instructors even told me how the receptionist (which is the job I will be doing) isn’t very skilled. That’s kind of hard to believe that my skills surpasses hers, but I’ll see. They also said I will be working in a database called Goldmine and that this experience will help me build my resume which is great. The better I get at stuff and the more things I do, the better my resume will be, giving me a greater chance of getting a really good job in Florida.

Next week I have to purchase my plane ticket to go to Florida in June for a couple days. I will then have to save so I can pay for my hotel, food, application fees, and possibly a rental car. I pray I can find a cheap, but nice apartment like this one while I’m there and get approved without having to put too much down.