It’s All Up to Me
Well it’s come down to it. I only have me to depend on to get to Florida. Jeremy kicked me and the kids to last on his list to be helped and blamed me for kicking him out. If you’ve been reading you’d know why he was actually kicked out.
Oh well…I’ll just sue him for my car door that he damaged which when I got an estimate it was roughly $2200 rounded off. That will help us move and I’ll save my $3000. That’s all I will be able to save hopefully while paying the rent, buying food and paying utilities with no help from him. At least in September I’ll be getting child support from him so the rent for the kids and I will be paid in Florida. When I get there I’ll be applying for child support for the new baby too which he claims isn’t his now. It’s funny how cowardly men are and the excuses they come up with not to help. Such unnecessary drama. Who did I get pregnant by?? The invisible man. Come on now he has to be really kidding me.
I gotta call the courts today to see how much it costs to file the claim. Anyways this is a done deal case, he was found guilty of kicking my car and jailed for it. There’s no way he can get out of it. I was trying to be reasonable by letting him pay for it on his own time, but when I mentioned getting help from him I got called names, and basically got told that you made your bed now sleep in it. I guess he thinks I’m suppose to care for the kids without help from him while he enjoys himself. He even called me Satan for asking him for help and telling him I was sueing him for my car that he damaged! Okay what’s so satanic about asking for help with his child and asking him to fixed a door he is responsible for damaging??? You tell me. Then he threatens to bring Anthony (whom has nothing to do with it) Eric (whom has nothing to do with it) and his brother (whom has nothing to do with it). Why bring them?? To try to humiliate me as a woman with lies? Who’s really satanic? He can bring them I don’t care the judge will ask did he damage my car and look at the conviction and rule in my favor and that will be that.
Well, I will continue to pray, be a righteous person and got to work. I’ll continue to take care of the kids and save so I can get myself and my children out of here and away from that psycho for good.
Anyways, it’s funny when you find people whom have copied your actually graphics and actually use them. I still don’t know how she got my actual background when I used a external stylesheet for the strawberry web builder. That puzzles me… I found out because I was looking at my sub domain stats and saw her site on it. I went to it and found she used my old background for the strawberry web-builder and uploaded it to photobucket to use. She then altered th colors a bit, but it’s still my original work. Her site is here:
http://hp.knuddels.de/homepages/knuddels.de/hp/59/fangirl93.html
Using my actual original background graphic that I actually drew myself. She could’ve at least gave me credit for it. 
i would think this site would be about acutall events, were i see a lie taking place to whom which veiwers a women of god proclaimed and also created drama to hide herself behind a blog to make a false person to a decived crowed… you site and say to people that this is a blog a personal blog of events that happen in life were it is clearly a blog of partial and complete lies. not personal. then you say as you been reading you would know what has been happening people out there this is a crock of bull crape..go to your barnes and noble store and picj up a copy of ” understanding kelly” about a little girl trapped inside a world onlyt created in her mind using her sins past and people around her as a crutch on mistakes she does in life the truth will be exposed also in the same store check out the book destroyer” about a ministries claimed for the lord preaching and teach the gospel of jesus christ. were many youthfull people in cleveland worship and at the same time having sex orgies and using jesus christ as a some sort of life style to cover up there sins and addittions a person from this ministry is the person whom creates this site read carefully and let god be true in you.
Hello Jeremy so funny that you will do whatever you can to destroy my image even on my own blog. You have no book so stop with the lies. Every word and entry in this blog is 100% truth of my life. If it was such a lie then all my friends and family and even your family must be trapped in that “so-called” world I must’ve made up when they witnessed everything that I went through because of you and the emotional and physical pain I endured. I guess they have problems too then huh? How much more pain do you want to keep causing me? It’s like you get off on causing me pain.
Anthony calls (because obviously you like drama since you gave him your number…perfect name choice)you and tells you about my blog and you feed into him and read it. He’s suppose to be a pastor of a church, but it seems like he is focused on our lives and causing confusion in our lives. You are so focused on fighting me that you are blinded by the truth. I tried to explain this to you, but instead you say you will pray against me. Go ahead with your empty threats. The Lord says “He will make thine enemies thy footstool…” and He means that.
The only time you want to pray is when you think the Lord will smite me for you. Pray for yourself Jeremy because you don’t have any faith, you aren’t even trying to live righteously and you don’t even attend church anymore despite my efforts to help you. The Lord will not show favortism for you and hurt me because of you.
You are so sad. You are fighting the wrong people. The only person you are focused on destroying is me…the mother of your children whom stuck beside you through all the pain and agony you put me through instead of destroying the workers of the devil.
Leave me alone. I will pray for you and that is all I can do. Maybe one day your eyes will be opened to the “actual” truth. Have a blessed life.
P.S. Don’t use my site to advertise your so-called books that don’t exist it’s called SPAM and you can get in legal trouble for that. When you comment my site your IP is stored to trace you despite your efforts to disguise your identity. You’ve proved my blog entries about you to be right with your “image-destroying” comment.