samaraDidn’t do too much today…
Argued with my cousin because he was trying to push his beliefs on me and he had the nerve to raise his voice at me in MY house! Then he left and called still ranting and raving about what he believed. Talking about Lucifer is the Devil. I did my research and found that the word Lucifer is actually a misinterpeted word in the Bible. The translators failed to include the “i” in the actual word eill which became ell and they never checked the Hebrew manuscripts. The word Lucifer is actually the word “howl” and in Isiah God is not talking about Satan, but about the king of Bablyon. Anyways who really cares anyway. It was a misinterpertation of the word. He was getting all “big chested” huffing and puffing about Satan being an Angel of God in the beginning, but how when Jesus said himself he was a murder from the BEGINNING! So now you’re calling Jesus a liar?
Here he goes again…
I told him that I don’t really care. I shared what I’ve learned with you and if you don’t accept that then that’s your choice. I really don’t care and I’m not going to force you to believe it because if you don’t then you don’t. You can yell, rant and rave all you want, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to accept what you are saying. I really don’t agree with a whole lot of stuff he does.
I mean he says he’s a man of God, but he told me God told him to walk around in his apartment complex naked. Then he said something like he would get a young girl or whomever, get “butt naked” with them and then set the judgement on them.
Now not only does that sound immoral and wrong to me, but who are you to judge? The Bible strictly teaches us not to do that. He prays for God to kill people that speak against him. Jesus had many persecutors and not one time did he ask God to kill them.
I told him people can change and be forgiven, but you want to know what he said? If God said they are going to Hell the they are going to Hell, like they don’t have a chance for redemption. Like they don’t have a chance to repent. You have a chance to repent and live right until the day you breathe your very last breathe. That, is BIBICAL. I don’t believe God said anything like that. God is merciful and full of love and compassion. He is love and if can have mercy on you so will he have on others.
I don’t believe God condones in people sinning to get people to turn their lives around. God hates sin.
I told him that God says for us to have no graven image. This includes all statues, stuffed animals, dolls, etc. He kept going on about idols. I told him God doesn’t care if you idolize it or not he says NO GRAVEN IMAGES. But when he heard that he accepted the word to be truth, but still said if he has a daughter he will buy dolls for her and that he will still have statues in his home to make it look nice. Talking about you have to be prayed up.
No! God said NO GRAVEN IMAGE. Not no graven image UNLESS you are prayed up. You can’t twist the word or try to get around it because you want to have fun and do what you want to do. Eithier you be obedient to his commands or not.
He thinks he knows everything and that no one can tell him anything. That’s really his problem. So all I can do is pray and keep stepping.
You get what you can get and you keep right on stepping…
I believe God puts people there so I can get certain things they have to offer and after I’ve gotten what he wanted me to learn from them then it’s time to keep on moving. I got what I needed from my cousin, which was to learn how to talk with Jeremy and open up and tell my feelings and pray on them. Other than that all that other stuff…I’m cool.
I mean talking to me about sex, masturbation and getting “butt naked” with you is sinful. God says to put away with foolish talk. And today when he made that get butt naked with him comment that sounded like a form of incest! Also why in the world do you remember and are meditating on me saying I need to go to Fitworks to firm up my butt? Why is my “butt” on YOUR mind?
Then he told me that when he has kid’s he’s going to buy a porno and watch it with them to teach them a lesson. That’s immoral, sinful and wrong. Pornography is full of sin and can introduce a spirit of lust to the viewers. Do you think Jesus would sit down and watch a porno? Hell Nawl!
He talks about me speaking against God’s annointing because I do not believe Satan was ever an angel. What about you? Do you not realize that I am also one of God’s annointing? And you speak against my beliefs, but I’m not going to raise my voice at you because you disagree. I will say what I need to say and then that’s it. I’ll remain humble.
After all that this man knocked on my door…well actually before all the above took place and was looking for someone. Then he started talking about Jehovah witnesses.
Man what a day…
I told him, no I don’t believe what you all believe because there’s a spirit of error and they do not believe in the Trinity. Here he goes showing me scriptures. I showed him some and here comes my cousin loud talking over people. He wouldn’t even give the man a chance to talk. Not even me for that matter. If you want people to listen to what you are saying you have to talk to them with respect. That man ended up leaving after a while. I got so tired of my cousin talking over me I went and sat down at my computer and continued with my studies with Jeremy showing him what I had learned. While my cousin was out in the hall talking over that man. I couldn’t even hear myself speak. Then here comes my cousin all up in the mix with his opinions and beliefs.
So who cares anymore believe it or not. I don not care. I have my own soul to worry about.
Tags: Spirituality