All I can say is that Florida’s government help for low income families sucks. I don’t even want their help anymore. I’m better off without it. It’s not like this in Ohio or in New York from what I heard from a girl that is from there. I honestly think it has something to do with the Governor of Florida. George Bush brother…

I really think he is behind it all. It’s actually set up so people can’t better themselves. It’s like this…if you have children and a job and need daycare there’s a so-called waiting list so either pay daycare which you can’t afford or quit. Now when you quit and get welfare, food-stamps, etc., they will give you daycare, but after you get a job they take your daycare, food-stamps and cash help. I can understand taking the cash assistance and the food-stamps, but why would you take the daycare? That’s really stupid.

It’s either you be lucky enough to have a good man that will watch the kids when you work and you watch them while he works or be on welfare or homeless.

I talked to my case worker who told me that I had to wait until Jeremiah is 3 months to get daycare. What sense does that make? It is not like this in Ohio. If you have a job but don’t make enough to pay for childcare they give you a voucher and you only pay a percentage so you can better yourself. They don’t put a limit on the age of the child at all. If Ohio had better jobs I would just deal with the stupid cold weather and stayed there, but they don’t. There’s no jobs and the weather is terrible. Not to mention everything that has happened to me there.

I am not getting any help from them. It’s not even worth it at all. I just have to figure something out before my kids are here. I’m not going to do all that just so they can give me just enough help to pay the rent and get by while those crooks take my child support. No I’m not going to lower myself to such standards. I didn’t come 1000+ miles to live like that! I came here to better myself and that’s what I’m going to do.

Jeremy said he is coming here this weekend to help. I’ll believe that when I see him here in the flesh…