Yesterday I would’ve finished my post, but Jeremy and I decided to go to Don Plabo’s yesterday for dinner. He wanted to drink an alcoholic beverage for the first time so I decided to get one too. I never had a Long Island Ice Tea so I ordered it to see what it was like. I’ve heard so many good things about that drink and when I went to Cedar Point this summer the people in the Adult Bubble pool were ordering eithier a Pina Colada (had that), or Long Island Ice Tea’s (never had…. I orderd some other drink when I was there that was really fruity, yummy and weak, but yesterday I got the Long Island Ice Tea which was sooooo NASTY. I drank it anyway because I knew the drink was expensive and man it really messed me up. I kept laughing when nothing was funny, I felt like I was in three places at once and I couldn’t even enjoy my food. I don’t even remember how my food tasted. So that sucks. I will never drink again…NEVER. For New Years I will enjoy a glass of sparkling grape juice when we toast the New year in.

….You know what, I’d rather pray the New Year in.

Last night I had two dreams. The first one was stupid so I’d rather not even share that dumb dream which only made me angry with my sister because what she did. The second dream I had I was at the zoo and Elijah was playing on the playground. I had Destin with me, but he was a bit younger than he is now. He was probably 5 or 6 months old in the dream. For some reason the lions were free to roam and one chased me and I ran on the playground to the top of it. I knew that the lion wanted to eat Destin. I started calling for Elijah and after constantly calling for him he came to me. I looked down and noticed the lion had picked up Destins scent and was pacing at the bottom of the playground for him. Then a female lion showed up and was starring at me. I looked over and saw a lady that worked at the Zoo at the playground and I asked her to help me. I told her about the lions trying to eat Destin and she refused to help me saying “I’m sorry there is nothing I can do”. I pleaded for her help screaming at the top of my lungs and she still refused to help. Then I discovered I wasn’t holding Destin so I started panicing because instead of Destin I was holding a stuffed animal! I was so scard that I had dropped him, when Elijah told me he had him. I took Destin from Elijah and held him in my arms. Suddenly some how the male lion had climbed up on the playground and was on the opposite side of the playground at the top. We was seperated from the lion by a tunnel. I held Destin close to me starring at the lion in terror. The lion jumped toward us trying to reach the side we were on, but it missed and fell to the ground. When it fell to the ground it turned into a big pile of a clear jelly-type substance. Then the female lion did the same thing and when she hit the ground she also turned into the substance. For some reason I knew it was God who saved me and I started giving God glory. Then I woke up.

I wonder what that dream meant? I really want to find out what that meant. I’m going to find out what it meant before the end of the week. I know that dream was important.

Today is a better day. I’m not angry anymore about the workers compensation problem, or others dumb opinion of my website and it’s content. Who cares what anyone thinks anymore. I know that everything in my website is original and I know that I will get my money so who cares…so what!

Today I got those end tables to go with my lamps. I’m glad I did. The apartment looks really nice now. I even got my own computer desk that took forever to assemble. So now I have more room and I don’t have to share the desk with Jeremy’s laptop. I can put my printer up now, but I still need to buy a scanner from Micro Center. I’ll get that later when I buy a mouse pen.

When I finally do get that mouse pen I can really work on Sam’s Manga and draw the pictures so they won’t look crappy. It’s really hard drawing with a mouse.

Well gotta go…an argument is brewing…