I got a new lab top today. I used some of my refund money from school to get it and I have to say I paid more money for it than I wanted to. I had my eye on this acer lab top that was $449, but I ended up getting one that was over $500 because it had more memory and GB. I can now get on the internet and work on my site’s and blog and on my school work too which is most important to me.

Today was a little stressful today. More stupid unneccessary drama that is useless to discuss, but yeah… the drama happened today and of course everyone tries to say I’m wrong and selfish…. I never thought I would be called selfish for going to Best Buy to purchase a lap top for school. I mean I am going to school to get a degree for Interactive Media! You tell me why I am selfish when I asks my mom and sister to pick me up from Best Buy and when no one wants to I called my Dad whom called my Mom and told her to get me and then she got mad at me because she just didn’t want to I’ve now decided that I won’t ask them to do anything for me because it seems like there is always an obstacle when it comes to them doing them things for me.

Well I’m glad I have a lab top. That’s one step towards making something happen. Things will get so much easier when I finally have a job somewhere. I just know that as soon as I get a job somewhere and I mean a “good” job, that things will begin to come together like they should I can finally have peace. I’m tired of being distraught and irritated when I feel that I’m being treated unfairly.

Brian my Eternal Emperor

My love life has been so great. For once in my life I finally feel loved and I can express myself beyond words to him. I have never been able to say I love you so easily to someone other than my boys. God I love that man so much and nothing, no thing, or person will ever come between us again…