I had a job interview for a third shift weekend position the other day. It went pretty well. All I have to do now is wait on them to run my drivers license and then call me in for my finger prints. This will be the extra money I need to help me pay the bills. I plan on getting all the utilities switched over to my name once I get my first paycheck. I will then see if I can have Brian removed from the lease so I won’t have to worry about being bothered with him any longer. I also asked the landlord a few weeks ago to have the security system installed. I’m going to be calling him on Monday to follow up with that. I need to call the city prosecutor on Monday too, to see if they’ve received the case I filed a few weeks ago for Brian stealing my computer since has yet to return it. I don’t even want it anymore because no telling what he did to it, instead he can be prosecuted and sued for the value of it.

I haven’t done anything to him at all, but he steals from me and every time I speak to him he is very hostile making my blood pressure go up regardless of how much I try to remain calm. I really don’t want anymore drama. I just want to go to court get a divorce and move on with my life, but I’m sure like always, he’s going to make it difficult. He really acts like I’ve done something wrong to him, when in reality I was a good wife and I didn’t deserve to be dragged into a deceitful relationship. I also discovered he was telling his aunts that I neither cook nor clean. He is such a liar. Even the food they sent him home with he threw away because he prefers to eat slop. Anyways, I don’t really care what THEY think about me. He is their nephew so they are going to take his word for it no matter how much of a lie it is so I honestly can careless. I’m glad that this marriage has come to a end. The last six months was hell.

What’s so funny is all this time I was thinking that my unborn child was the reason why my face was breaking out so bad. My face is still breaking out mildly, but I haven’t been getting those really bad pimples that don’t go away and appear daily since Brian has been gone. I guess you can say the stress from his mere presence was causing the breakouts. My mom kept saying it was stress, but I blamed it on the baby until now. Every since he left, things have been looking up for me. I now have my own vehicle, the house is furnished, I’m talking to old friends again, I’m not sleeping on the floor anymore, the house is clean, and I can cook whatever I want and actually make Koolaid AGAIN…LOL. I don’t have to worry about some selfish person drinking the entire pitcher of Koolaid up once I make it. I’m sure more good things will come my way. All I have to do is continue to focus on God.

Well, this post isn’t going to be very long. I have to go home and fix dinner for the boys, bathe them, and put them to bed.

Goodnight.