Even though I broke up with my BF I can’t stop thinking about him. I really like him it’s just his situation that really sucks and I feel if his situation wasn’t what it is we’d be perfect together. We have so much in common and he’s not a complete asshole like the others. The only reason I broke up with him was because I had to take my feelings into consideration. I’m not going to put no one else over my feelings or me ever again. I have to think about me first and if I don’t like the way someone makes me feel then I have to do something about it. I felt so neglected and that’s a negative feeling. I want to feel loved, adored, wanted, needed, beautiful etc.

I really miss him and I’ve been thinking about hooking back up with him, but I don’t know yet. Maybe I will…maybe I won’t. I need to talk to him about the whole situation first before I make a final decision.

This guy keeps following me around everytime I go to the library. I am not attracted to him at all (he is so freaking ugly). I wish he’d take the hint and leave me the hell alone! He’s actually sitting at the computer next to me! (Ugh!) I’m not ready to date anyone else right now. If I was to get with someone at this very moment it would be back with my ex. I don’t have any interest in pursuing anyone else right now at all.