Last night I had the weirdest most terrible 2 dreams ever!

The first dream I had was really weird. I don’t remember how it began, but some kind of way I was transported to the past to change things that happened. The only catch was that I would have to remain there and even though I changed the past I would remember everything that happened, making me the only one with all the burdens and no one to talk to about them. In the dream when I was in the past, I only had one child which was Elijah. I was with Jeremy getting ready to get married and my Mom and the rest of my family was happy, but I wasn’t happy at all. Even though everyone was happy I was miserable and I wanted to give it all up and go back to the present. I started crying and saying I didn’t want it and I wanted to go back. I then woke up in the middle of the night.

The next dream was the terrifying one. Some kind of way my whole family and I lived in Florida, but the house was the same and it was snowing outside. There were also weird creatures outside that fed on humans! One creature looked somewhat like a overgrown wolf cross kangaroo with big sharp teeth.

I remember standing at the side door and the creature started roaring and trying to get in. My sister and someone else (possibly my little brother) ran to the door and held it shut while screaming to scare the beast away. Two more creatures decided to attack and try to get in. One beast I distinctly remember was half woman, half wolf or some other kind of beast. I really couldn’t tell. Her head was like a woman, but her body was like a beast and she stood on her hind legs and could speak. She threatened that even though she was forbidden to come into the house because it was some law she had to follow, if me and my siblings didn’t leave the door she would come in anyway and eat me. I was frightened for me as well as the baby I carried so we all left the door.

Later my Mom wanted to BBQ outside (remember it’s snowing out). I told her not to because the beasts that fed on humans were out there and I took the meat from her. I told her to just cook in the stove for now and when Summer comes the beasts should leave. I then told her I was going to call Alex since he lived in Florida and would know how to get rid of the beasts.

Later I heard someone banging on the back door. My Mom claimed it was someone to see her about a book she wrote. I didn’t trust that and I knew there was a strong possibility that it was one of the beasts trying to get in. I told her no do not open it, but she kept repeating “My book, my book.” She wouldn’t listen to me as usual. I ran upstairs to get my Dad and he ran down stairs, but it was too late. She opened the door and the beasts came in, beat her to death and dragged her out to eat her. My Dad watched in horror while I stood on the steps horrified by the sounds of my Mom being killed. I didn’t see her being killed, but I could hear it.

After the beasts left I started screaming how I told her not to open the door and she wouldn’t listen. I was so upset and tears were pouring down my face. I grabbed Destin and sat in a corner and cried while holding him in my arms. Destin was also screaming and crying. I then woke up and the terror was over.

I wonder what these dreams mean? I don’t have my dream book since I’m at work so I’ll decipher these weird disturbing dreams later.