Turns out the 2 receptionist that I talked to whom stated that I could be induced when I came in both lied. When I came into my appointment yesterday and asked to be induced I was told that they don’t do that unless it’s medically necessary or if I go 7 days past my due date. Man…. What a let down. I really need to go back to work soon and I’m tired of being miserable. She did however, strip my membranes to see if that would “naturally” put me into labor. She said I was 4cm dilated already, and very ripe and the baby was extremly low. After she did that she said that judging from what she felt that I would deliver very soon, probably even the following morning.

Well, it’s 10:54am and I am still fucking pregnant! Still uncomfortable with the same few contractions ever so often that I’ve been experiencing for about over a week now. This is becoming very discouraging. I go to see my regular midwife today at the hospital to see if I can be scheduled to come in and have my water broken. The midwife I saw yesterday said she could probably do it Friday, but that would interfere with Jeremiah’s party, because I would still be in the hospital on Sunday. This baby is going to screw up my sons party. I know it is, especially if nothing happens today, which I know it won’t. I should not have to wait 2 weeks after the 27th to give my baby son a birthday party. His birthday is on Friday and his party is on Sunday. He should be able to enjoy it with his mommy just like his brothers have. If I could I would’ve just had his party before his actual birthday if I knew this was going to happen!