samaraToday was a very peaceful day today and boy did the state bishop preach! I enjoyed Sunday service today and I’m looking forward to returning to church later today at 5pm for service again. I can’t get enough of the Word. It’s the only thing that keeps me well nourished and spiritually strong to be able to withstand the wiles of the devil. I would put what the sermon was about, but I think I’ll just keep that to myself for now. The last time I put the sermon on my blog it made no difference. I actually put that sermon on my blog to help Jeremy whom continues to try to humiliate me for my mistakes without looking at his own faults. I hoped that it would make a difference, but instead it did nothing because he ignores the entries that are positive and helpful and focuses on the ones when I’m expressing my feelings and talking about something negative that happened that particular day.
It’s such a shame when a person does everything to expose you and when you expose them they get so bent out of shape from being put to shame they can’t function unless their doing something to further hurt you even more. How can you dish stuff out, but when it comes back to you, you can’t handle it?
That reminds me of a chapter in a book I’m reading called “The 10 Secrets to Inner Peace and Success”. It explains in secret 3 that we cannot give what we don’t have. Meaning you cannot give love if you don’t have love inside you. If you have nothing, but hatred, anger, and bitterness inside then that’s all you can give away. When you do that energy that you’ve dished out will eventually return to you. If you give away love then love will return to you. Light overcomes darkness and love overcomes hate. Your love will cancel out other’s negativity. This is one of the functions of the universe. If you are a positive person you will attract positive people and vice versa.
Well I’m about to grab something to eat and prepare to return church. If God put’s it on my heart to add tonights sermon then I will. As far as this morning, in my heart I don’t feel He wants me to share the sermon because it’s for me and anyone else that was present in service today that received the Word.
Tags: Spirituality
HI OWNER OF THIS SITE I FOGIVE YOU THIS HAD BEEN HARD ON MY HEART AND SOUL WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AND I AM HONESTLY TIRED OF THE FIGHTING AND PROBLEMS IF YOU ARE SURE ABOUT GOD WITHOUT PLAYING HIM AND ME WITH THIS SITE AND ACTUAL EVENTS THEN COOL I WANT PEACE WITH MY FAMILY THE FAMILY I CREATED OUT OF BODY. THE ONE I BELONG TOO// PLEASE STOP AND DO RIGHT BYU ME AS I BY YOU CALL ME PEACE FORGET C2C FORGET THE PAST HEALING STARTS NOW BUT YOU MUST KEEP THE BANDAGE DOWN AS YOU LIVE AND STOP HELPING OPEING MY WOUNDS
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WILL YOU MARRY ME
WILL YOU MARRY ME
I don’t know what God has in store for you, but I’ve been praying for you, not against you that God will do whatever needs to be done to mold you to him. I don’t know what He has in store for you, but I know He knows better than me.
I can’t marry anyone that keeps condemning me for my past. How can I be happy or move forward if I have someone constantly throwing my past in my face? How can I be with someone whom continues to try to destroy me and keeps in contact with the enemy(C2C)? Called to Conquer is already forgotten. That church is not worth my stress or worry. I’m not dwelling on them because I know everyone that is guilty in that church and has not repented before the Father is going to get what’s coming to them in time.
I’m now focused on me and my family and future…Nothing more, but the happiness of us all and my destination when I leave this Earth. When you start forgiving everyone even Anthony and completely surrendar yourself fully to God like I have then we can talk about marriage.