So it seems like this baby has been giving me false alarms and basically playing games with me. It’s really crazy because with this being baby #4 I should not still be waiting for this baby to arrive. My last 2 children arrived early. Destin was 10 days early and Jeremiah was 15 days early. I am now 39 weeks pregnant STILL, and with only 7 days until my 40th week, I am starting to get really weary and discouraged. If you are a follower of my tweets, you’d know how miserable I am right now. I am tired of being fat and uncomfortable. The baby has since dropped and I can’t even cross my legs comfortably. This is yet another rare thing, because babies don’t usually drop in subsequent pregnancies until the onset of labor, which unfortunately hasn’t been the case for me. I really think this baby is taunting me. I’ve been walking every day at the mall, around the block, at the zoo, etc. Nothing seems to help labor start, and with all the walking I had to do in the first 6-7 months of my pregnancy when I had no vehicle, I can’t believe I’m still pregnant.

I’m tired of dealing with the feet in my rib cage, lack of sleep, frequent urination, and having to wear the same shit every week. So with that said, I’ve decided to ask to be induced on my next appointment. Jeremiah’s birthday party will be next Sunday and I need to go back to work soon. This baby is really interferring with a lot of those objectives so it’s time that I put matters into my own hands. I don’t have no unearned income like other single moms do. I have to work to pay my bills and the longer I’m on maternity leave the worst my financial situation will become. So with that said, if baby isn’t here before my appointment on Tuesday, expect to read about the baby sometime later next week when I get home from the hospital.