I’m worried about my family. It seems like everything is falling apart. My family is growing farther and farther apart. People keep getting sick and hospitalized. Why is my family so sick?

I try to feed my family pure organic food and try to live as close to a toxic free lifestyle as possible. I suggest things to my friends and family that I know could help them health wise in the future. I only do it because I care and when I do, I’m called crazy and weird.

I wish people would listen and stop judging me for things that they do not know or understand. What more can I do?

Ever since I was in elementary school I tried to persuade my Mom to stop smoking. I would bring home papers about the hazards of smoking and second hand smoke, show her chapter excerpts from my health book and more. She continued to smoke anyways. As I got older around 19 years-old, my Mom had a heart attack. I was going to school for Medical Assistant and had just finished our studies on the heart and I tried to tell her that she was having a heart attack and I offered to take her to the hospital, but she refused to listen to me. My Grandmother came and got her and took her to the hospital and the doctors told her she was having a heart attack. She could have died, but because of her stubbornness, lack of knowledge and lack to listen to me. That makes me so angry!

A few months after that she had another one. I was living with Jeremy at the time. My Dad and I got in a big argument about the whole thing because she had surgery that month too and he was trying to point fingers at me for stuff I did when he was wrong too. She kept developing fibroid tumors and had to have them removed. After the argument my Dad and I did not speak for a while.

A few months after that the fibroids came back. My mom was anemic from losing a lot of blood. She even had to have a blood transfusion and was put on blood thinners. Now she had to go in for surgery to have her uterus completely removed. How much more did she have to take? When would it stop. I don’t know what I would do if I lost her.

After all of that she was put on all this medication…like 20 pills a day. I ordered this book by Kevin Tredau about Natural Cures and the deadly use of medication. When I read it I found out that the medication was actually doing more harm than good and it could actually be killing my Mom.

Haven’t you seen those commercials where attorneys ask you to call them if you took a list of certain medications so you can sue the FDA?

It happens all the time, but again no one will listen…

About the Move…

I’m waiting until October to move into a new apartment. This way I’ll have a whole month to save my money so when we do move in we won’t be broke. The website won’t have too many pages updated other than one unless I can borrow time on Anthony’s computer to work on it. I only get 30 minutes to use the computer at the library which is only enough time to write a blog entry.

At least I get 30 minutes to escape reality.