Yesterday was not such a good day. It started off okay, but then it just went all downhill…

I have been contemplating on breaking up with my boyfriend because I’m tired of feeling neglected so after lots and lots of thought I broke up with him and expressed all my feelings to him about how I felt regarding our relationship. I told him that I wanted to be friends for now until his situation changes where I won’t be neglected. I also asked him if he could cut Elijah’s hair and he said he would because right now I’m broke.

When I get home I tried to call Jea’neene to ask her if she could give us a ride over where he was to get Elijah’s hair cut since she was already on her way over that way, but I called Malcolm’s phone by accident. He was with her so I asked him to ask her and instead of just asking her if she could he wanted to argue with me about who’s going to cut my son’s hair! So while he’s constantly yelling into the phone I’m asking him “Why must I argue with you about my son and who’s going to cut his hair?”. Malcolm continued yelling into the phone so I just conveniently hung the phone up and walked to the barbershop with Jeremiah and Elijah to get his hair cut.

When I got home I saw Jea’neene come home grab something and leave. She didn’t say much of anything to me. Now while this is taking place I noticed my Mom’s car was in the driveway so I figured she was at her neighbors house, but around 9:45pm I thought that was weird so I called around to find out where my Mom was. Jea’neene wouldn’t answer her phone and when I called my aunt she told me my Mom was in the hospital. Now I’m pissed and upset, but when my aunt told me that Jea’neene claimed she told me and I supposively didn’t say anything I went from pissed and upset to infuriated! I started to feel like these 2 was playing games.

The game they was playing in my mind was don’t tell Samara about Mom, but let everyone know we did so Samara can look bad and seem like she doesn’t care. That type of shit has Jea’neene and Malcolms name all over it. I don’t know why those two are so spiteful.

They finanlly came in the house after 10pm and I asked Jea’neene, “So when were you planning on telling me Mom is in the hospital?” She got all defensive and blamed Malcolm claiming he said he told me so when I confronted him he again raised his voice at me again! Mind you I am 25 years old and this boy is 17. That was it so I went off on him because he’s been “trying me” all damn day!

After a big argument he left the house when I threatened to tell my Dad about him and now they want to call everyone in the family and try to put all the blame on me about the argument. I spent half of the night repeating the same story to everyone because of those two trying to make it like I’m the one that’s wrong. When my Dad got home he spoke with all of us and then to my Mom. He told Malcolm he was being disrespectful because I am the oldest and he shouldn’t be screaming and cursing at me. He then found out that Jea’neene knew about my Mom and just purposely didn’t tell me. Jea’neene wants to act like she is so “grown”, but you expect a child(Malcolm) to do a so-called grown person’s job.

I can’t wait until I have the money to move out of the fuckin house because I can’t live with idiots like that. Who wants to live in a house where everyone is always against you?