A lot of stuff has been bothering me lately with everything and everyone. I don’t like when people don’t live up to what they say. Please don’t offer anything if you never intended on giving or doing it. I try to live up to everything I believe in and stand for. I try to keep my word. I try not to make empty promises.

If I want something, for instance this website; it’s my job to do my part in creating it. Whatever I can. I can’t buy it and think it will build and create itself. I have to do my part as well as the webhosting and domain name provider.

I know I’ve been quite a bitch lately to everyone. I’ve been going through a lot and I have a lot on my mind that I have to deal with. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. I know I’ve been mean, but that’s the way it is sometimes.

People can either accept it or leave me alone. It’s their choice. I don’t know what mood I’m in today. It’s not frustrated, angry or sad. I don’t know how to explain what I feel right now.

There’s a lot of stuff I want to say to someone and I can’t say it because it’s going to hurt them.

I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. It just seems like it’s just one of those days….

Yesterday I didn’t even stay after praise team rehearsal. I left as soon as it was over because I was irritated and hungry. I didn’t want to be bothered. I was getting bad vibes and I felt a little uncomfortable. I just wanted to go home and eat and go to sleep.

When I got home Jeremy called me and asked to go to the movies, but it was after 11pm so he suggested to go to a dance club in Willoughby. It sucked soooooo bad. I tried to make the best of it. Jeremy brought his brother and his friend and they seemed like they enjoyed it. I will never go there again though; I rather go Downtown if I want to go dancing.

We’ll my sister has to check her email so I have to go.

Bye.