I don’t celebrate Christmas, but if I did a computer would be the main gift I would want. I want to redesign my blog so bad. I’m growing tired of this theme, but I can’t do anything until I get a new computer and my graphic programs again! I have so many ideas on how I will re-design my blog. Of course the main color will be green again since that’s my favorite color, but I want a more “grown up” professional look. With this theme I was just having some fun by trying something different. I also want to redesign Grow Back Hair Online, but I don’t know exactly how I’m going to change the site’s look yet. I don’t have any ideas.

Well I have to go get Elijah from school. Maybe I’ll go out tonight. I don’t know yet so I’ll write about it tomorrow if I do.

Elijah had his game this morning and he played in most of the game. I’m really proud of him and for doing such a good job I took him to IHOP for breakfast. He scarved down the food like it was nothing, but I guess that’s what I should expect out of a boy/football player huh?

I couldn’t even eat all my food. I’m trying to put my weight back on because currently I weigh 129.6lbs and I used to weigh 135lbs. I think I lost weight due to stress and not eating right. I’ve since started to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner and I try to eat a slice of whole wheat bread with all my meals. I’ve been walking and working out lightly so that weight will become muscle not fat. Speaking of working out my thighs are killing me from when I worked out 2 days ago. I’m about to go take a warm shower to soothe them.

Anyways today will probably be pretty darn boring. Maybe I’ll get to see my baby today. I don’t know because he’s always busy. Well I’m off to check my Google Adsense balance…

I was going to write about something but I can’t for the life of me remember what it was. Oh well, I’ll write about it tomorrow. When I was at work the subject just popped up, but now I’ve forgotten it. So I’ll just write this to take up space and have some fun.

Things that make women feel good:

1. A facial
2. A pedicure
3. A manicure
4. A visit to the beauty shop
5. New makeup
6. New Perfume
7. Your favorite bouquet of flowers

Things that make men feel good:

1. A visit to the Barber shop
2. New cologne
3. Seeing they’re favorite football team win the super bowl
4. Using power tools
5. Fixing something
6. Making more money than your wife (most men anyways)
7. passing gas

Things that make men & women feel good:

1. A new car
2. Clean fresh sheets
3. A clean shave
4. A hot shower
5. A massage
6. Cuddling
7. A job promotion
8. Being told they are special
9. Being complimented on their looks
10. New clothes
11. New shoes
12. New furniture
13. Money
14. Having a good job they love
15. Having a someone to go home to
16. A good laugh
17. A hot bath
18. Being in shape
19. Winning the lottery
20. Feeling needed and wanted
21. Loving someone
22. Knowing someone loves you
23. A vacation
24. Etc.

As you can see we are not really that different after all. The majority of the things that make us feel good are mutual which gives us a lot of options to share between one another. My 5 year-old son is the one whom inspired this post. I bought him some new clothes and as I observed how he behaved in his new clothes I could see that his whole attitude about himself and his appearance was positive and his confidence shot through the roof. His new (nice looking) clothes made him feel and good just like nice looking new clothes make me feel good.

I didn’t do much today. It was a obviously boring day again. I went down to file for child support since my case worker said that’s what I had to do to get daycare and medical. I then came home, was grossed out by two dead bugs in my apartment, talked to my mom, did my hair, and cooked dinner.

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Anyways I had another violent dream last night. I was again being attacked by a tall dark skin man. In this dream he was fighting with some girl and I tried to break up the fight. He then hit me. I didn’t even know him, but I was totally pissed. I went to go get my gun and for some reason I was in the tub of a bathroom. I held the gun pointed at the door because when he hit me I told him I was telling my big brother whom was going to beat him down. He came to hit me and saw I had the gun so he held a gun at me. I was ready to shoot him because he hit me, but he walked away and I woke up.

I don’t know why I keep having all this violent dreams, I think God is trying to tell me something, but my Mom has my biblical based dream book. I’m about to give her a call.

Later.

Today it has been raining all day. It rained all night and stormed this morning and has been raining every since. I guess we needed the rain huh? Well all that rain did cool it down to about 75 degrees, I wonder how long that’s going to last? I know it’s going to be warmer tomorrow which is one of the reasons why I moved here…because of the beautiful weather.

Well today I’m going to spend my day in the house and probably work out and clean up a bit. I also redesigned Edens-garden.net over and it’s coming together rather nicely. I might add some unique touch to the sidebar, but I haven’t gotten an idea yet. As boring as it is today something will come to mind eventually.

I got a letter from Elijah today in the mail. It was so sweet and he wrote it himself. It said:

Dear Mommie,

I Love you and we miss you!

Love

Elijah Destin and Jeremiah

Other than that today is turning out to be a pretty boring day. There’s nothing to do since the whole job thing is out the door. I talked to my boss and explained to her what’s going on and she told me someone else that worked there went through the same thing so for me to write a letter like I’m taking a leave and let her know when I can come back to work. At least I know I have a job somewhere after all this is over. And now I know that I’m not the only one experiencing this crap. I went to an orientation this morning for the “childcare/cash assistance” and a couple other girls were there too experiencing the same dilemma…having a job, but no childcare.

I hated sitting in there listening to how they will help us find employment and how we have to apply to 20 places a week…blah blah blah! I already have employment, I don’t need job search help, and I don’t need cash assistance! I just need childcare. I already did that job search crap.

It’s so stupid the way the government does things.

I also had another weird dream last night…

I was in the car with (more…)

I’m really bored today.

I went to an interview on Friday and I know I got the job. It pays $12.50 an hour and I don’t have daycare for my children. He told me to write him a business letter explaining what I think the position is about and what benefits I could bring to the company with my experience.

What he doesn’t know is that I am an excellent writer. I love writing and I can make the most boring subjects sound good with words. In high school I took creative writing for an elective. Back then I wanted to be a famous writer because I was always coming up with great stories and writing them.

I thought about what he wanted me to write and I decided to use a certain formula that I learned in my business writing class to put the letter together. I wrote it yesterday and changed it a couple of times until it was perfect…flows like water…I an excellent writer.

Well, I believe God will come through for me and make a way for my children to be placed in daycare so I can work. I just have to give it time. I really think this is the job he has set up for me.

Today sucked so bad…

I hate when I don’t accomplish anything.

I was on my way out the door to work and the lady from child support called me about a modification order. I had to call my job and tell them I was going to be late. I then got back on the phone with her and she told me she’d call me back in 10 minutes. After an hour I called her back with still nothing accomplished.

Thanks to her I missed work.

I hate the way today went.

Today I watermarked all my original graphics on the Strawberry Web Builder. I’ve been so worried about my original artwork being stolen so I added a “Sweet Vanilla Sugar” watermark to all my graphics. Hopefully no one has already stolen some of the graphics, but since I’ve been adding a lot if graphic tutorials this month using my original artwork, I felt I needed to protect them. I worked so hard on those graphics and I don’t want anyone stealing them and passing them off as their own.

At work I had to run the front desk all morning because the receptionist is going to be out all week so this will give me a lot of hands on experience. I learned how to work the multi-line phone which was fairly easy, but man was it boring! I was bored out of my mind! I sat their and finished all my Skills Tutor lessons and answered the phone calls which weren’t many. I then surfed the net the rest of the time because I was so bored.

When I went back to the classroom I worked on my typing which is up to 37 wpm and then I tried to complete my business writing assignment, but the printer didn’t work so I couldn’t do that. I’m finished with all my training modules so again I was bored. Who wants to work on Mavis Beacon Teaches Typing for 4 and a half hours?! Not me. I couldn’t wait to leave. I told Christine I was bored so she gave me some assignments to create for new students which isn’t hard so I started doing that to pass time.

I can’t wait until I’m done with this training program now. I have until July 6th and I’ll be finished. It’s not much to do. During the day we are suppose to work on typing for 40 minutes, work on computer modules (Finished them all), work on SkillsTutor (Finished them all), work on computer assignments (Finished them all), work on retypes (only 3 more to do), and work on business writing.

Man these last 3 weeks are going to be a real drag.

So today after my doctor’s appointment out of boredom I redesigned Vanilla Sugar Templates for the third time I think…

Or is this the fourth time?

….

I validated it to see if there were any errors and guess what?? No errors again. Good huh?

Babys doing fine so now I have to get another ultrasound. Well at least I’ll have another pic of baby to post before she’s (I’m hoping) is born. No more bleeding, no more stress.

It seems to be finally warming up a bit, well we will see anyway. The forecast claims weather in the 50′s and rising each day. I can’t wait till I get to Florida and the low temp’s are ehem’ 70 degrees. That will be so lovely.

Hopefully I have peace now and no idiots from Called 2 “Corrupted” Conquer is coming to my site reading about my life anymore. Next month I’ll  recheck the IP’s to make sure.

We’ll I gotta go clean up the house and get the mail. It isn’t much to talk about today ’cause it has been pretty boring. Woke up went to doctor or should I say midwife, made some appointments, went home. Oh yeah I gotta call Dr. Weinstein and make another appointment!

Gotta go bye!