Eternally-Me.COM » Bored http://www.eternally-me.com A Digital Journal Sat, 10 Dec 2011 22:04:25 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.2 I Want A Computer For Christmas… http://www.eternally-me.com/i-want-a-computer-for-christmas http://www.eternally-me.com/i-want-a-computer-for-christmas#comments Fri, 05 Dec 2008 20:06:07 +0000 samara http://sweetvanillasugar.com/i-want-a-computer-for-christmas/ I don’t celebrate Christmas, but if I did a computer would be the main gift I would want. I want to redesign my blog so bad. I’m growing tired of this theme, but I can’t do anything until I get a new computer and my graphic programs again! I have so many ideas on how I will re-design my blog. Of course the main color will be green again since that’s my favorite color, but I want a more “grown up” professional look. With this theme I was just having some fun by trying something different. I also want to redesign Grow Back Hair Online, but I don’t know exactly how I’m going to change the site’s look yet. I don’t have any ideas.

Well I have to go get Elijah from school. Maybe I’ll go out tonight. I don’t know yet so I’ll write about it tomorrow if I do.

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I couldn’t even eat all my food. I’m trying to put my weight back on because currently I weigh 129.6lbs and I used to weigh 135lbs. I think I lost weight due to stress and not eating right. I’ve since started to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner and I try to eat a slice of whole wheat bread with all my meals. I’ve been walking and working out lightly so that weight will become muscle not fat. Speaking of working out my thighs are killing me from when I worked out 2 days ago. I’m about to go take a warm shower to soothe them.

Anyways today will probably be pretty darn boring. Maybe I’ll get to see my baby today. I don’t know because he’s always busy. Well I’m off to check my Google Adsense balance…

]]> http://www.eternally-me.com/another-boring-saturday/feed 0 Things that make us Feel Good http://www.eternally-me.com/things-that-make-us-feel-good http://www.eternally-me.com/things-that-make-us-feel-good#comments Wed, 09 Jan 2008 03:05:20 +0000 samara http://sweetvanillasugar.com/things-that-make-us-feel-good/ I was going to write about something but I can’t for the life of me remember what it was. Oh well, I’ll write about it tomorrow. When I was at work the subject just popped up, but now I’ve forgotten it. So I’ll just write this to take up space and have some fun.

Things that make women feel good:

  1. A facial
  2. A pedicure
  3. A manicure
  4. A visit to the beauty shop
  5. New makeup
  6. New Perfume
  7. Your favorite bouquet of flowers

Things that make men feel good:

  1. A visit to the Barber shop
  2. New cologne
  3. Seeing they’re favorite football team win the super bowl
  4. Using power tools
  5. Fixing something
  6. Making more money than your wife (most men anyways)
  7. passing gas

Things that make men & women feel good:

  1. A new car
  2. Clean fresh sheets
  3. A clean shave
  4. A hot shower
  5. A massage
  6. Cuddling
  7. A job promotion
  8. Being told they are special
  9. Being complimented on their looks
  10. New clothes
  11. New shoes
  12. New furniture
  13. Money
  14. Having a good job they love
  15. Having a someone to go home to
  16. A good laugh
  17. A hot bath
  18. Being in shape
  19. Winning the lottery
  20. Feeling needed and wanted
  21. Loving someone
  22. Knowing someone loves you
  23. A vacation
  24. Etc.

As you can see we are not really that different after all. The majority of the things that make us feel good are mutual which gives us a lot of options to share between one another. My 5 year-old son is the one whom inspired this post. I bought him some new clothes and as I observed how he behaved in his new clothes I could see that his whole attitude about himself and his appearance was positive and his confidence shot through the roof. His new (nice looking) clothes made him feel and good just like nice looking new clothes make me feel good.

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[private]While I cooked dinner and did my hair I was harassed and spied on by Jeremy as usually. He kept accusing me of cheating on him with guys on Myspace. What a loser. That’s what he did to me, but I would never be dumb enough to even give a person on the net my number. No telling what psycho you’d run into. I’m not that naive.

He kept bugging and I’m tired of it all. I’m tired of going through this shit with him daily. I called him earlier to check on him and then he asks me why I called. When I told him he really didn’t care all he cares about is negative shit. The next thing I know he’s accusing and downing me as usual. I’m tired of him acting like I can’t break up with him so I lied and told him I had a new boyfriend. Anyway to get some type of peace. He then started calling and threatening me on Myspace on the IM talking about he’s coming for me and he’ll be here in 2 days.

Come on nigga and I’ll be waiting with my slugger and my dodge neon.

Here I am 1000+ miles away from him and I’m still going through this. I moved to Florida for a new beginning, but staying with him will be like I did all this in vain. Maybe I will give that guy a call…maybe not.[/private]

Anyways I had another violent dream last night. I was again being attacked by a tall dark skin man. In this dream he was fighting with some girl and I tried to break up the fight. He then hit me. I didn’t even know him, but I was totally pissed. I went to go get my gun and for some reason I was in the tub of a bathroom. I held the gun pointed at the door because when he hit me I told him I was telling my big brother whom was going to beat him down. He came to hit me and saw I had the gun so he held a gun at me. I was ready to shoot him because he hit me, but he walked away and I woke up.

I don’t know why I keep having all this violent dreams, I think God is trying to tell me something, but my Mom has my biblical based dream book. I’m about to give her a call.

Later.

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Well today I’m going to spend my day in the house and probably work out and clean up a bit. I also redesigned Edens-garden.net over and it’s coming together rather nicely. I might add some unique touch to the sidebar, but I haven’t gotten an idea yet. As boring as it is today something will come to mind eventually.

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