So this past weekend I had to get my car fixed and my boyfriend’s birthday was coming up. With that said I decided to rent a car to take a trip to Xenia to see him for his birthday weekend. My mother kept the boys for the weekend and I took only Israel since he [...]

Lately I’ve been in asshole mode and I don’t even know why. I guess I’m just tired. Tired of everyone’s bullshit.  My exhaustion has made me do things that are completely out of character and sometimes a tad immature. I’ve been more blunt and open than ever nowadays. I know I need to stop, because [...]

Today was the day for DNA testing and guess who didn’t show up?

So today was my court date for my divorce and everything was going just fine when I first got down there. My mother and I was there and I was just on my way to go fill out the paperwork to have my divorce granted without Brian. The Baliff asked me if I wanted to [...]

Let me start off my entry today with a horrifying occurrence I experienced on Sunday afternoon… Sunday is my clean up day so I was inside washing clothes, sweeping, mopping, washing dishes etc., while listening to my CD. My boys were outside in the backyard playing when my 8 year-old, Elijah comes inside telling me [...]

Yesterday was a very interesting day. It was full of revelation for me when it comes to a certain person in my family. I have been told things prior to yesterday from other people that were mutual friends of us in one point and time, but yesterday not only did I discover these things from [...]

I can not stand people whom love drama and thrive off of it’s existence. I for one am a person whom favors peace, balance, and tranquility in my life. I may not get it all the time, but when I do, I never take it for granted. I found that in my inner realm, my [...]

You know what pisses me off? When people steal from me. What pisses me off even more is when I do nice things for someone and they steal from me. Even worse is when they lie about the shit in my face and I can tell when you’re fuckin lying!

I knew it was coming… I was just waiting to see when. It never fails and I was only hoping that maybe my assumptions were wrong, but like always they are always right…

The 3rd time he abused me was because again I complained about how I was doing everything I could for him and he wouldn’t make any effort to help me, but instead he used me. He was the most selfish self centered asshole I’ve ever met in my life.