I am feeling something I have never felt before and it is crazy. I always thought I couldn’t learn to love anyone, but myself, my children, and close family members, but I’ve some how fallen in love and the way I feel is like nothing I have ever felt before… I sometimes feel like screaming, [...]

I am so deeply in love with the love of my life! I can’t wait until January so I can see him again. I wish I would’ve never wasted so much of my life on the other jerks in my life that caused me so much pain and misery… It’s funny how when the thing [...]

Even though I broke up with my BF I can’t stop thinking about him. I really like him it’s just his situation that really sucks and I feel if his situation wasn’t what it is we’d be perfect together. We have so much in common and he’s not a complete asshole like the others. The [...]

Today I received my very first Google Adsense check in my bank account! It was $102.94! I can’t wait until I start receiving checks that are over $1000. I’ve already had over 1000 unique visitors this month so I know I’m not far from my goal. I just have to keep adding new content to [...]

Well I talked to a company about my idea yesterday and they sounded extremly interested in the product. I really believe my product line will do well because there isn’t any out in the market that are easily made available for purchase in stores! By the way I’ve made over $100 with Google so I’m [...]

I don’t have much to say today, but this bit of advice to those who care… If you are with someone and they bring out the “worse in you”, then they are not the one for you. When it’s true love that person will always bring out the “best in you.” That’s all I have [...]

I can relate to this song fully. It almost sounds like it’s me singing the words… Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how’d it be if he had loved me, truly loved me, yes I learned awhile ago that kind of thing never happens for me And so I go around and just pretend [...]

I’ve been so busy the last couple of days with tending to the boys, work and cleaning the house, that I haven’t had a chance to update my blog. So what’s been going on? Well, a few days ago I took a yellow rose to Jeremy’s job as a symbol of friendship and restoration. Yesterday [...]

Wow. I haven’t written here in a while… I’ve been so tired or stuck watching court TV like Judge Mathis, Judge Judy, Peoples court and the like. Yesterday Jeremy and I went to Bennihanans if that’s how you spell it for Valentines Day. It’s a rather expensive japanese restuarant where the food is cooked in [...]

*Sigh* Jeremy bought me a dozen of white roses. I love white roses they are so beautiful. That was so sweet, it just makes me want to melt in his arms. I didn’t even expect them. I was working on his website since mine are pretty much done until I get that mousepen I want… [...]