The weirdest thing happened to me last night. I was really exhausted, but I couldn’t fall asleep just yet. I was in my bed looking out the window and the sky was a beautiful midnight blue, sprinkled with diamonds. The weirdest thing was the trees outside my window were full of green leaves. I then [...]

I really can’t wait until I move out. My Dad is such an asshole and he shows favortism for Jean’neene like it’s nobody’s buisiness. Tell me why her 24 year-old boyfriend whom got her pregnant can come over and sit and eat and watch TV, but my boyfriend isn’t even allowed the yard? Yesterday we [...]

I am so glad it’s Friday. I’m exhausted! I’m about to go home and take a nap for about an hour because I have to take Elijah to football practice tomorrow and he has a game tomorrow morning. I didn’t get too much sleep last night because my Mom waited until 11pm to start cooking [...]

Another day pregnant…. Another week… And then probably another… Hopefully it doesn’t last this long. I know it will come to an end soon, but I am so ready for it to be over. I went to the hospital and it turns out that it was false labor. I’ll just wait until I’m having unbearable [...]

I’m 4 centimeters dilated so far, but the baby’s face is facing my tummy instead of my back. Come on now little boy stop being so difficult! If he was facing my back I’d go right into full labor and this pregnancy can be over. With him in that position it will not only prolong [...]

The other day Jeremy bought me that BE Rare minerals night treatment that I’ve been longing to have for months, but since I’ve been saving every penny I have for Florida I haven’t been able to go buy the stuff because it’s $60 for one bottle. I tried it the other night, but I don’t [...]

I have to wait this morning for the tow truck to get here so he can tow my car to the shop. They said they’ll be here in an hour. I’ll just be glad when my car is totally repaired. I’m tired of fixing that car. When I get to Florida and get stable I [...]

Today was a very ugly, uncomfortable day. It rained all day long. I woke up to crashing sounds of thunder and lightning, along with heavy rain. This morning I had to go to my son’s pediatrician to pick up his shot record so I could finish enrolling him in school. I then had to drop [...]

Only 2-4 weeks of being pregnant and 2 months of living in this terrible apartment. I just can’t wait! Yesterday I received yet again another funky letter from them so I wrote them a letter and gave them a piece of my mind because I’ve had it: To Ms. Long and Hilltop Estates: Re: [Apt. [...]

I can’t wait until this is over! I’ve been busting my ass for 12 weeks here during the initial program. I’ve never goofed off or took multiple breaks like everyone else. I didn’t even leave my work space for lunch. Instead I’d sit at my desk, eat the lunch I brought, and continued to work. [...]