I hope everyone’s New Year’s Eve will be better than mine tonight. Brian and I planned on going to a New Year Gala on the Nautica to do something special to bring the New Year in and we invited my sister and her “male friend” to go with us. She said ok, but then stated [...]

Lately I’ve found that I’ve been a lot meaner than normal since I returned from Tampa, FL. I never really had a temper and I used to be rather humble, laid back, and quiet. I’m still laid back and some what quiet, but humble? Forget it…

It is 2:32 am and I am still up. Why? Well for starters I was chatting with Brian on IM, but the main reason is because I thought I finally had Jeremiah on a normal sleep schedule. I had him to bed at about 10pm but, he woke up an hour ago and has been up ever since.

I’ve been reading over the last couple of days and I’ve even been on a couple of dates. I haven’t found anyone worth building a lasting relationship with, well, not at this point anyway. Maybe one of the guys I’ve talked to will blossom into more or maybe I’ll just move on to someone new. [...]

I am so tired today. I’m tired of a lot of things too in my life so I’ve decided to give up on some things and focus on me only for now. I don’t care about anything else right now especially when you put your heart and soul into things over and over again just [...]