So I’ve not kept my oath because I’ve been so busy at work and completely worn out. The last couple of days sucked so bad because I was so tired at work I was struggling not to fall asleep. I kept getting up walking around and eating snacks trying to retain energy because I was [...]

I can’t take it anymore. I’m tired of sleepless nights because I miss my kids to death! Last night was terrible. I didn’t cry myself to sleep this time, but I tossed and turned all night! I got up and kept doing a search on continental airlines for plane tickets to see the cost. In [...]

I’m so tired of Jeremy accusing me all the time. He abandoned us in April and now accuses me of cheating all the time when I’m not doing anything. It’s not my fault he decided to stay in Ohio. He knew I was moving and never tried to save, just like he couldn’t give me [...]

Last night I cried myself to sleep because of something I gave up. All week I thought about this special and wonderful something that I had and I gave it up. Last night after I prayed I lied in my bed and started thinking about it again. The tears started pouring and I couldn’t stop [...]

I believe I screwed everything up for my life. It hurts when I look at Destin’s baby book and I think back to his birth and all the things I’ve lost. I don’t believe I will ever get those things back. I feel like I need to let go. It’s no use to keep on [...]

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I’m changing the Strawberry Web Builders entire layout again. I liked the layout a girl used on a website called coolcherrycream.com because it was cute and different so I decided to try out her a layout, but with the Strawberry Web Builder theme. I then read a entry she had in her blog complaining about [...]

I’m worried about my family. It seems like everything is falling apart. My family is growing farther and farther apart. People keep getting sick and hospitalized. Why is my family so sick? I try to feed my family pure organic food and try to live as close to a toxic free lifestyle as possible. I [...]