Why am I wishing you all a happy new year? Didn’t new year come and go 4 months ago in January? Well not according to the Bible and the Most High it didn’t: “This month shall be unto you the beginning of months: it shall be the first month of the year to you.” Exodus [...]

Let me start off my entry today with a horrifying occurrence I experienced on Sunday afternoon… Sunday is my clean up day so I was inside washing clothes, sweeping, mopping, washing dishes etc., while listening to my CD. My boys were outside in the backyard playing when my 8 year-old, Elijah comes inside telling me [...]

I don’t even know where to even begin when it comes to writing in this blog today. My day has been one of those days and I found myself so angry and full of rage because I am so sick and tired of the same repeated s*** time after time after time again! I am [...]

The weirdest thing happened to me last night. I was really exhausted, but I couldn’t fall asleep just yet. I was in my bed looking out the window and the sky was a beautiful midnight blue, sprinkled with diamonds. The weirdest thing was the trees outside my window were full of green leaves. I then [...]

I decided to watch The Book of Eli movie, starring Denzel Washington today. I was curious to see what it was all about and I enjoyed the movie until the end. There were a few parts of the movie that I didn’t care for, but I don’t want to spoil it so I’ll keep my [...]

I titled this entry self forgiveness because it was something I’ve been trying to do for so long, and I’ve just come to the realization that forgiving myself is impossible to do. I’m pretty sure there are plenty of people out there walking around with pain and shame and guilt upon their hearts because of [...]

I hope everyone’s New Year’s Eve will be better than mine tonight. Brian and I planned on going to a New Year Gala on the Nautica to do something special to bring the New Year in and we invited my sister and her “male friend” to go with us. She said ok, but then stated [...]

I’ve always believed that when you get a woman pregnant whether you are married to them or not, that if you fail to provide for your child and/or children that God frowned upon you. I believe that it is a sin to do that, because it is clearly wrong. I never found any passages in [...]

I know I haven’t updated in a while I’ve been so busy playing SecondLife, and working, and getting ready to start school at the Art Institute of Pittsburg. Tri-C hasn’t been working out for me so I’ve decided that online education is better for me.