samaraSo how was everyone’s Thanksgiving?
Mine was kind of a drag because I regret not going to work and my mom stresses so much when it comes to holidays that I get stressed. Man I am not looking forward to Christmas. I don’t believe in it and I really don’t want to be stressed out about it unnecessarily– if that’s even an actual word.
Well I am in the process of trying to get my modeling career together. My family needs the money and this is something I really want to do. I believe I am talented, beautiful, and determined enough to succeed. I won a modeling/talent contract with Model Productions so I know I have what it takes! I just need to work towards it and stop procrastinating if I ever want to accomplish my goals.
I still will bartend, but modeling is going to be my main focus right now. I have my family here so babysitting won’t be an issue. It’s time for me to be happy. If I can’t be happy when it comes to having a loving relationship then I will just be happy with myself and my beautiful boys and my career.
Rizwan, thanks for your words of encouragement in the email you sent me. You really made my day.
Well I’m off to check my Google ads. The last time I checked I was at a little over $40 in earnings this month. So I’m surprised to see where I’m at now.